=Speechless words=
The pureness of a star
Surrounds your body and soul
But in some kind of way
you seem to be so far.
My mouth is shut
tied by invisible strings.
Restrained, speechless
I can not open up.
If only these lips could move
They would tell the story
tell of a blooming flower
If only I could be
a bit alouf.
Whatever comes to mind
The words won't come out
But I want you to know
I want you and I, to bind.
Can't live like this
Can't live without telling you
Can't live without confessing
Can't live without loving.
Yesterday is gone
Today is today
Might it be the day
for which I waited so long?
Will the flower w
=Himitsu da=
It's a secret
I see an eagle
I see it flying
in all it's magnificence
I see a lion
I see it running
with all it's pride
To be able to shine,
like the sun
through clouds
I wish I were able
to be like that sun
My path is darkened
Darkened by darkness
But there is one tip of light,
a firefly to light my way
Take me upon your wings
and fly me away
into the distant sky
Take me upon your back
and run me away,
to the horizon
The eyes of a mole
they look at me
But the hands of an angel
they touch me
Make a choice
take or leave
But don't let me suffer
and howl of pain
Flying into the Heart,, by Sweet-Scent, literature
Literature
Flying into the Heart,,
=Flying in to the Heart=
What is this serene and peaceful feeling?
What is it? Have you been stealing?
Something has been taken away,
but there is a price to pay.
I'm feeling lighter, my chest is empty.
Is what you've taken away..is it hearty?
I'm feeling lighter, my chest is empty.
You've taken it, right? I feel it, softly.
Pure as an angel's touch
Scaring away the dark
Clouds making way for the sun
A butterfly won't leave a mark
Flowers come up
catching sun as they can
Glistening petals
full of warmth
Colours of love
Colours of passion
I only one desire
To love him, and be loved,
the one I admire.
+. Why'd you have to go? .+ by Sweet-Scent, literature
Literature
+. Why'd you have to go? .+
What may the reason be
that you had to go?
I think it's my fault,
I'm full of pain and sorrow.
I will miss you
I will cry
You shall be gone
Your life flew by.
Where will you
end up after death?
I think of you
even during math..
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to leave?
I can not live without you
Why'd you have to be put to sleep...
We had such a good time..
The good old days..
I don't care about the rhyme..
I don't care about your race..
I just want you back
Back in my house
Back in my home
To live with you, eternal life.
Why does life
have to be so short?
Nothing can be done about it.
I pray for you, that you
hmm...well, I've received a few notes, here and on Sheezy about the reason i don't post as much art nor write as many journals here as I do at my true home, SheezyArt. I really couldn't come up with a decent enough reason, just that I had my reasons...and past matters and such. But I thought I would post a journal here on DA stating the reasons I've come across while thinking on the matter for a day or so...You see I've done some browsing around the DA community and I was reminded the reason that I left...came back...left again...and now just dwindle here every so often now.
Well, here it goes. And note, this is not directed to anyone in
So I've been through quite the rollercoaster the last couple of years..I can't even remember when I last logged in here.
I had taken a break from drawing, from friends at the time, from everything really and not even for any apparent reason. Or so I thought.. I had an birth control implant inserted some years ago and ever since I got it, I had been different. Quite emotionless and felt pretty much without purpose. Not depressed though, just very.. Well, I've really got no one word to explain it.
But since the hormonal substance has finished spreading its gooey through my body, I've felt much more myself. Been looking at all things differentl
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Srsly. I'm going nuts! I've spend DAAAYS finding my tablet pen, and i can't find it damnit! I found my tablet with eas, but the pen just seems to have disappeared! I ha two, and both of them are finding from me :(
I even cleaned out my entire room, and trust me.. if that doesn't help, nothing does.
I don't think Wacom even produces those pens anymore.. It's the really old Volito2 version ): The damn thing is €30,00 argh.
I might as well buy a ne
Yeah yeah, nothing we didn't know already. But still! Life sucks so much this week, nothing fun has happened all week. That's not really a problem, but if at the same time SHITTY things happen...Arrrrgh.
School feels really pointless right now.. I failed my exams last year and now I'm retaking the classes I failed at another school, but this schools even worse than my old one. The teachers don't care whether or not you're there, and they do not check up on your homework and they can't teach. srsly.
But I feel like a genius tho haha. Lots of the students are just suck, and I think most of them will fail their classes.. I seem to be making